deja vu

Ok so there are a first things that I feel the need to adimt to start off on "the right" foot for this blog...
First things first, I truthfully dont even know if I spelt the title for this post right. This will not be a rare occoruance. My spelling capabilities are somewhat limited, boardering on embarassing, while my grammar is actually quite good (ok maybe not in this post which is already littered with too many periods and I'm sure some other gramatical infraction)... The point is, if you cant handle a missing letter or an extra "e" thrown in on occation, and improper spelling drives you crazy.... I would not read any further.... That is if you have made it this far.

Second.. As you can see this is a "Part 2" and even my post title "deja vu" implies that it is the same thing all over again (thank you very much Mr. Yogie Bera (again I dotn know the spelling on his name, and I really don't feel like looking it up) Anyways, the POINT (which sometimes I struggle at getting to) as it's soo easy to get sidetracked is that I had another blog at one point. It lasted about a year and got me through a lot. I hit a point though where for whatever reason I feared that people reading my innermost thoughts (over that year) would bring on unfair judgements from people who didn't know me. The blog was deleted. Do I regret deleting the blog? No. It accomplished what it was ment to do. I do however, miss some of the random posts and random memories that it sparked.

Third... My return to blogging.. Why delete a blog only to start a whole new one over? I don't feel like I'm back where I started. A year has come and gone, and while this past year was expected to be tough, it actually proved to be a rather "missable" year.. not to be confused with miserable (which could be potentially this year comming up... but hopefully not!) BLogging for me last year was a way to get my frustrations out, to confess my thoughts and feelings without have to worry about the consequences of these confessins. It was also a way that gave me the abilitly to offer candor that I believe everyone wants to, but can't for oh soo many reasons. Im sure I will have a full post on this topic, however, so I won't get into it now. Basically, blogging is like running for me...It's a chance to be free and clear and to release everything that is bottled up inside... At least for a few seconds... Which in this day and age, is a priceles comodity.

So let's raise a glass of milk to the start of another blog... or more specifically, to the continuation of a previous blog...

Megan