This is my 2nd time typing this profile. That says it all. I am a girl who struggles with everything, computers included. I tend to persevier,in my own little way tho. I am weird by definition. I like that. I like being called that, but I don't like knowing it, or thinking about it. I find it makes me try to be myself, and that is not fun. I am 24 which is a hard thing for me to admit, as it scares the crap out of me. I tell peole this as a confession, they take it as an insecurrity. I am at a transition period. I thought last year was a transition, but I must have gotten the definition wrong. Last year I was still very secure in everything I did. I was a student, lived at home, had a fun summer job and no real concerns, except keeing my friends happy and getting good marks. This year is much different. It is scarry, and I often feel as if my life is being taken from me, when in reality I'm sure it's setting things up so I can take steps forward. Right now I prefer baby steps. Even these scare me. I am scared of the phone *especially* with people who I know (there are only 2 exceptions to this rule) other than that Im an "in person" kinda girl. Well in person or msn.
Trip number 2 to nashville.. It was teh "hello" and run night.. Where my fears of being the "crazy girl" were confirmed.. Too bad though, I still had a good moment, aside from the initial sighting and the memories of the summer.. and the drive home while listening to sugarland.. Glad I had friends there to turn a possible bad night into a great tonz of fun night.. and I didnt add on to my crazyness I might add.. so a star for me..
posted by muchison @ 10:38 PM
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