If truth be told... I have had 3 relationsips (relationship meaning friendship)with boys who were special or influential in my life in some way shape or form. One boy's relationships was overly complicated and littered with land mines, but rooted in the most innocent and pure love that I have ever had for someone, and that I have felt in return. One was a friendship that was based on comfort and good timeing, and the fact that any topic or confession could be made without fear this friendship would dissolve. It is a simple friendship that is special because of it's simplicity. We both enjoy this freedom of speach. And the third boy, saw me for everything that I truly am. We fit, and got along so perfectly well as friends, but I could not give him everything that he wanted and desserved. It complicated things and drove us appart. We lost touch for a year, and met up again early in 2005. I wish with all my heart that I could see him in the way that he saw me, because he brought out the best in me and I would like to think that I did the same in return to him. This is a picture that was taken when I met up with R at the Auto Show, after not seeing him for over a year. It was like we had never stopped talking. Hopefully if we ever meet up in the future it will be the same way. He was a great friend.
Everything Looks Perfect From Far Away (Part 2)
About Me
- Name: muchison
- Location: Ontario, Canada
This is my 2nd time typing this profile. That says it all. I am a girl who struggles with everything, computers included. I tend to persevier,in my own little way tho. I am weird by definition. I like that. I like being called that, but I don't like knowing it, or thinking about it. I find it makes me try to be myself, and that is not fun. I am 24 which is a hard thing for me to admit, as it scares the crap out of me. I tell peole this as a confession, they take it as an insecurrity. I am at a transition period. I thought last year was a transition, but I must have gotten the definition wrong. Last year I was still very secure in everything I did. I was a student, lived at home, had a fun summer job and no real concerns, except keeing my friends happy and getting good marks. This year is much different. It is scarry, and I often feel as if my life is being taken from me, when in reality I'm sure it's setting things up so I can take steps forward. Right now I prefer baby steps. Even these scare me. I am scared of the phone *especially* with people who I know (there are only 2 exceptions to this rule) other than that Im an "in person" kinda girl. Well in person or msn.
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Thursday, December 29, 2005
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